So I learned today that college sucks and I miss highschool.

Not for any real reason, mind you, but because enthusiasm for fun things has dropped like whoa.

Today's the day before Halloween. So, of course, I dressed up. It didn't hurt that my teacher was offering extra credit to anyone in costume, though I was going to anyway. How many people dressed up that I saw? Well...

There were four of us, maybe, in the class dressed up. The class that gives EXTRA CREDIT. Do people really suck that much? That they couldn't make a costume for the sake of raising their grade?

Outside of class, I didn't see anyone else dressed up.

I miss highschool, when people would be fun and dress up for Halloween.

But more than that... I miss going to conventions. I miss my friends I don't get to see otherwise. And I miss dressing up and being admired rather than ridiculed.

I can't wait until AUSA. I just hope I can go, even if only for a day...

God, I feel exhausted.





5 isn't finished yet. I'm working on it, but I need to pass out for a while. It should be done before tomorrow night. I'll take pictures when I have time. Of course, after Halloween, I'll still be dabbling with it to make it look better, but whatever. I'm tired.